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Thursday, February 23, 2006

LITOST

"Litost is a state of torment created by the sudden sight of one’s own misery, a state of feeling miserable and humiliated. Litost awakens a desire for revenge, a desire to strike back at the cause of one’s misery and humiliation. Torment is followed by the desire for revenge. The goal of revenge is to make one’s partner look as miserable as oneself. Despite the numerous types of revenge, there are times when revenge isn’t possible. If one can’t hurt the cause of one’s litost, the result is litost block....
Litost block is the worst that can happen, like a tumor growing by the minute."

from Duncan's Xanga who in turn took it from Milan Kundera.

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Sunday, February 19, 2006

two posts in one day. . . wow. . . anyone want to guess how bored I am?

( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar.
( ) smoked a joint
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
( ) been in love
(x ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
() snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
( ) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your myspace friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x ) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/SCHOOL (7th grade social studies was boring!)
(x) used a fake id (Margies. . . does that count?)
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying (oh more times than you want to know)
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (of course)
(x) made prank phone calls when you were younger
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about (sister and I ran outside once at 4 in the morning, and sat staring, until the sun rose, watched and took pictures)
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) ate dog/cat food (just a dog treat actually . . . it tasted good)
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes (many times, for skits and such. . . why do I get stuck with guy's roles?)
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on (not pushed so much as thrown)
(x) been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly (I used to have a butterfly farm in my room)
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you (argh)
( ) cheated on a test
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) French braided someone's hair
( ) grown a beard
( ) belong to the KKK.
( ) rule at life
( ) gone sky dyving
( ) microwaved Peeps
(x) raised an animal from birth
(x) kept a diary (I tried, really I did. . . it didn't work . . . I didn't have much to write about. . . maybe I should start again. . .)
(x) had a fantasy come true
( ) lived the perfect day (haha no)
(x) read someone a bedtime story
(x) kissed a baby goodnight
(x) drink 8 glasses of water a day, like you're suppose to
( ) counted the legs on a centipede
(x) read a book of 300pgs or greater in one day
( ) had only one favorite color your whole life
(x) gotten a trophy/medal for playing a sport
(x) bought a casette tape
( ) changed your hair to an un-natural color
(x) wished you had something better to do with your life (yesh, yesh I do . . .)

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wow. . . I haven't been on xanga in a while. . .
but, there isn't really that much to say. . .
well, now there is, my life is resembling a daytime soap opera
bleh!
Yesh, Becca had a girlfriend for all of *glances at calendar* a week
must be a new record. . . picked up and dumped within the space of a week
rude of her to take my firsts. . . first g/f, first date to a dance, first kiss . .
I was at least planning on saving my first kiss for someone special.
ah well, tis all good. I guess we can still be friends. . . ya right
we can never go back to the way it was. . .
bleh!!!

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Monday, December 05, 2005

1. First grade teacher's name: Ms. Gellespie
2. Last word you said: arg! *yelling at computer*
3. Last song you sang: I dk
4. Last person you hugged: Margie
5. Last thing you laughed at: Myself
6. Last time you said I don't remember: I don't remember
7. Last time you cried: about a week ago
9. What color socks are you wearing: Bland white
10. What's under your bed: a chair, a bookshelf, my dog (its a loft bed)
11. What time did you wake up today: 5:45ish
12. Current taste: for?
13. Current hair: ack me tomorrow, and it'll be different
15. Current annoyance: my head itches
16. Current longing: to never have to hear the word "finals" again
17. Current desktop background: A pic of a doxie that looks like mine but isn't
18. Current worry: don't ask
19. Current hate: many
20. Current favorite article of clothing: my camis, so versatile
21. Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: don't have one, I don't care about physical features
22. Last CD that you listened to: Arvel Bird's "For the Birds"
23. Favorite place to be: asleep
24. Least favorite place: Counselors office
25. Time you wake up in the morning: 5:30 on early days, 5:45 on days I get to sleep in

26. If you could play an instrument: not counting the ones I play? cello
27. Favorite color: at the moment, purple
28. Do you believe in an afterlife? no, reincarnation
29. How tall are you: short, but taller than Margie ! yay!

30. Current favorite word/saying: The only people who aren't dying are those who have not yet been born
31. Favorite book: erm. . . I dk... alot are good
32. Favorite season: spring in AZ
33. One person from your past you wish you could go back & talk to: lots...
36. What is your career going to be like: I don't know, i have a few years to figure it out
37. How many kids do you want: none
39. Said "I love you" and meant it: erm. . . not except to family and best friend
40. Gotten in a fight with a dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: yes, my dog gets mad at me if agility is cancelled
41. Been to New York:no
42. Been to Florida: no
43. Been to California: yup

44. Been to Hawaii: No
45. Been to Mexico: no
46. Been to China: no
48. Dreamed something crazy and then it happened the next day: nope
52. Do you have a crush on someone?: I'm trying to convince myself I don't
53. What book are you reading now?: Fearless #9, Girl with the Pearl Earring and the Decammeron (yes, all at once, I'm awesome like that)
54. Worst feeling in the world?: helplessness
55. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: god, its early

56. How many rings before you answer: when ever I get to the phone
57. Future daughter's name: erm. . .?
58. Future son's name: Samuel
59. Do you sleep with a teddy bear?: nope
61. Wish were here: erm...?
62. Piercings: none
*THE EXTRA STUFF*
63. Do you do drugs: YES! (erm, no, duh)
64. What shampoo and conditioner do you use: whatever's on the edge of the tub
65. What are you most scared of: Failure, hurting someone
69. What clothes do you sleep in: big t-shirt and shorts
70. Who is the last person that called you: Stephanie
71. Where do you want to get married: I don't care, it's not important
72. What would you change about yourself if possible: long list....
73. Who do you really hate: I don't think I hate anyone....

74. Been in love: nope

75. Are you timely or always late: usually early, its the symptom of CEAS (chronic early arrival syndrom) (no, it's not a real disease)
76. Do you have a job: yes, teach private lessons
77. Do you like being around people: who are we talking about here?
78. Best feeling in the world: success
82. Do you want someone you don't have: erm, yes
83. Are you lonely right now: yup
84. Ever afraid you'll never get married: not really a concern at the moment

*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*
87. Cried: nope
88. Bought something: nope
89. Gotten sick: no... yay
90. Sang: a bit
91. Said “I Love You”: nope
93. Met someone: nope
94. Moved on: erm, from. . .?
95. Talked to someone: yes
96. Had a serious talk: yes
97. Missed someone: yes
99. Yelled at someone: yes, margie most recently

100. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: no

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

The Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a xanga entry about their 5 weird habits as well as state this rule clearly.

Here are mine, laugh as much as you want, or don't... they aren't that great...

1. I make an "okay" hand sign when I speak, and have no idea why

2. I participate in agility (obstacle course for dogs)... does this count as a weird habit?

3. I'll leave a letter out of the middle of the word, acidentally, leave a space and write it in later. (not spelling it worng, just leaving it out) All in the matter of about 2 seconds... I guess that's not too weird...

4. wow... I can't think of 5 weird habits... about me??? this is sad...

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